I will always be there for you.

2010-06-21T09:59:00.000-07:00

Mint & Mandy

Mint & Melissa

Welcome me back to BLOG!

it had been a long time that i didnt post ..

can say after i came back thailand i dun even post at all.

just feel like posting to tell all my SG friends.

that how much i miss them

how i wish i could see them agains.

how i wish i could fight with them agains.

how i wish i could sit just beside them in the same room.

how i wish i could laught with them.

how i wish i could shop with all sister and brother.

but most of all , i owe Mandy & Melissa a HUGE SORRY

maybe u cant forgie my mistakes but will never forget it .

I KNOW, and i feel bad about it too

i dont know how to make it up for u guys.

you guys was a really good friends, the best i never had in my life.

you guys will tatool in to my heart

no matter whatever place i go,or how far we live.

the most important things is we still have each other in heart

i miss you guys seriously DAMN miss u

and all my friends too

to yingren.. i think you were a good guy.Maybe? i not sure.

but no matter what i need to give u a BIG THANK

for being myside when i had nobody

you're the one who always be myside to help me.

Thank alot ya and miss u so much.

for lastly is to Max hope he will got a chance to read it.

i would like to thank him alot for all the time.

maybe we will have alot of misunderstand

but at lest we both already tried our best together

eventhought we cant make it to the end.

but to me it will be the best lesson in my life.

i had fail and lost everythings

but u made me lern that in this world nobody can be with you forever

you have to stand by your feet and learn by yourself.

i will kept all the good memories that we had

and forget all the best promise not to make the same mistakes again

if got chance hope to see you again and to all my friends too

i POSTED too much le.. will post again next time

2009-10-29T05:04:00.000-07:00

today wake up sleep and sleep again.

feel like very tired no strength even though i sleep for the whole day.

like something important missing in my life.

feel like going back to be baby like last time again.

know nothing , don't need think so much just eat,sleep and play

how i wish i could live like that ):

now still lying on the bed thinking what to do tomorrow.

still confusing don't know which road is suitable for me.

tired tired tired tired tired tired ~~~~ ):

today dint even talk to him a word.

should i text him? or shouldn't

allot of time feel like text him but i seem to know the answer.

then no point text him right?

want go back Thailand faster!!

shopping shopping shopping ~~~~~ :)

i need a break!! long break for me to think.

time is so sort,

but why life is so hard to live on

2009-10-28T05:44:00.000-07:00

wo cheng jing yi wei,ai shang ni bu hui chuo.

ni rang wo mei you ba wo

wo ai ni ai hao xin ku

ai de hao wu zhu

ai de wu neng xing wu,ai hao can ku

wo sui ran nan guo,ren bu zhu de ku

ni bing bu zhai hu

I just so tired right now ):

feel like this whole world is so empty, nothing.

i dunno what to post anymore.

i just wake up but i feel really tired no strength

seriously who can tell me what i should do?

why am i being like this? how can i be cold blooded girl abit?

tell me why?? why? why?

2009-10-26T18:28:00.001-07:00

I'll never let you go❤.

woke up early in the morning, nothing to do pass by to blogging.

nothing special for now... only.........

i just feel that we are much better now

more sweet more care ad more love.

maybe i get use to he no time for me but that also not what he want.

he also stress out of it,but he got no choice.

so if i can understand all that i think it is just perfect now.

maybe it may not be as same as the past.

everything neeed time, feeling & trust had to earn ourself.

it has been 2 years since we first met.

and untill now i still love him more and more day past day.

so i belive that together we can do it!

for now since we still young cant do whatever we wants.

cant go out whatever time we like.

i believe as long as we not gonna give up.

one day there will be the day for us.

the day that only me and you.

the day when we can g out whatever time we want.

the day we can do whatever thing we like.

the day that when i wake up in the morning i will saw you beside me.

i will wait till that day no matter what (:

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No matter how hard this road

with you nothing impossible.

i will never let go.

2009-10-25T00:37:00.000-07:00

Without you,it hurts me more.

i don't want to live without you

and i cant live without you

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Text t order Fried Bee Hoon early in the morning.

free of charge & free delivery to my house. Nice right?

Thank you to that PIG,for waking up early cook for me.

hahaha, promise him will pei him go down meet his friends.

but in the end stay at home blogging ( save $$$ ) i very bad right?

SORRY ~~ don't so xiao qi lurrr.. saving $$ go back Thailand shopping de ma.

tonight also go out need spent $$ again..

i know u very understanding guy one.. ^^

tired tired tired ~~ want take a nap awhile.

enjoy ya,PIG

2009-10-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

LOVE, it can make u smile for the rest of your life

but it can also make u cry for the rest of your life.♥

wake up early in the morning train down meet him.
i dint know why Ami so happy every time meeting him ( will he feel the same?)
at his house playing online game, he was pro sia ^^
he look cute when playing game,nope to me he is always cute.
have a great time with him today (:
somehow,he make me feel like there are place for me in his heart.

Thank you for waking up early to accompany me.
Thank you for the caring .
Thank you for the sweet hug & kisses.
Thank you for giving me another chance to love you.
Thank you for forgiving me.
Thank you for being there for me.
Thank you for you give in,let me do better this time

NO matter how long it gonna take me to prove my love, i will do it

2009-10-21T01:07:00.000-07:00

Another day without you beside me♥.

what more now? i feel like I'm piss him off.
so sorry about that.. seriously, i dun mean it.
i dunno why am i being do irritating to him. am i?
see him stress with all the stuff, but all i can do is nothing.
i promise him to be there for him cheer him up, but yet i've done Nothing but irritating him.
i seriously believe that everyone can change,no one has to stay stuck.
we are human being not a tree. but why i trying so hard to please him but i fail to do so. will he know that how much i love him? cant he feel it?
don't u think relationships are very confusing?
when u think it should work it didnt work,when u think it wont work,it work
funny isn't it? people we love, they cant be there for u but people we don't love, they'll always be there for you.
how i wish u would be there for me too ):
all i can do is give my best effort till bed time let tmr take care of itself.

I MISS YOU

2009-10-20T07:10:00.001-07:00

What can i do?

i dont want force it anymore liao ya, it seem only make u feel irritated by it.
i dont want u to run away from me another time. NO! i wont!
silent is better than run away itn't it?
i'am sorry, i didnt seem to be the one that can be there cherring u up when u upset.
i already try mu best to cheer u up but just i'am not the one u needs at that moment.
i also dunno what the hell i want form u?
before i think as long as u are there, no matter u love me or not it doesn't matter.
but when u give me this i wanted more and more from u.
i wnat ur love ur care non-stop. am i being selfish?
maybe that is what peoples do expect from the person they love? it is?
i am afraid to express out my feeling toward you.
i dunno how to make u love me back?
every road i choose to walk without u are painful.
what is wrong with me? anyone?
why am i loving him so much? why?
and why he dont love me? why?
one-side love are hurts lot ya..
maybe u wont undertsnad this kind of feeling now, one day when u love the person
more than the person love u, then u will turely undertsnad how much i pains.
no matter how pain it course.. i still cnat live without him.
eventhough his love was a lies or imagination of me. but it is a happy lies for me,the lies that make me live on.